Well, the manager called me into her office today. I had been testing a custom onboarding email on my workstation (like she asked me to) and it was working fine on my workstation, but apparently when I moved the sql view to production I mispelled the profile name, which caused the email to fail, then the census upload failed too. Apparently the client called to complain. So this is like the sixth mistake I've made in the past three weeks, because something I've tested in development, didn't work correctly in production. I really don't know what to do anymore. It seems like the more i stress about doing things the right way, I miss something and then I get slammed down for it. And I can't get any help because the lead developers are always so busy with their twelve gajillion projects. Nevermind the fact that I've been here nine months and perhaps gotten four hours of training. At the initial interview I even said I don't know this stuff, which is why I accepted a junior position and junior salary. I'm freaking 30 years old and still working junior programming positions. Bleh.

She told me none of the product managers want to work with me anymore. She didn't tell me I was on notice, she just said my performance was "unacceptable". Maybe that's her way of telling me to gtfo. Then I overheard the lead developers talking shit about as well. So much for them being happy that I was working there..